Be
still—breathe
Settle the
body, still the mind, listen for the spirit…….
At our
Habitat work day, after we got our safety talk, the leader asked for a
volunteer to lead in prayer. All FUMC
heads turned to me. As if to say, this
is your expertise, this is what we pay you for, Margaret…so we don’t have to
expose ourselves.
But prayer
is exactly about exposing ourselves, about being vulnerable. In today’s reading St. Paul writes, in our weakness we do not pray as we
ought. Weakness? We don’t like to think of our weakness—it’s
downright un-American, when power is what it’s all about, showing strength
through might. But as Jesus people we’re
called into strength through weakness, and weakness is a fundamental posture of
prayer; I have to admit my weakness to
go deeper than my surface protected appearance, and to admit my weakness I need
to shut up and get quiet, set aside all my distracting avoidance thoughts (as
Chris said last week), and meet the “God who is down there in the middle of all
we’ve hidden”.
This is
getting connected with sighs too deep for
words.
That phrase,
isn’t only about when I’m speechless and don’t know what to say in prayer, this
deep sigh is going to that connected place within, where we come to know with
more than our heads, that God is unequivocally FOR us, that phrase recurs
several times in our text, and that nothing, not even whatever you’re scared
you’ll find in there, nothing can stop God loving us….and therein lies the
strength of weakness.
We’re going
to take some time of silence to experiment with this—don’t worry it won’t be
long as I know this can be scary—and it’s a bit unusual to have much quiet in
worship……..
Be
still—breathe
Settle the
body, still the mind, listen for the spirit
Gently move
aside the distracting thoughts as they surface and let the Spirit meet you at
the deepest place you’ll allow it to go…….
“Be Still”
chant
silence
Return with “Be
Still” chant
And as you
are ready, I invite you to leave the sanctuary of that holy place and come back
into this external holy place…..and may you always know that you are
inseparably connected to God, and deeply loved.
Amen
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